≈[2]Nt[3]≈

2011-10-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

When I break free

I'll smile till my lips tear

I'll scream and get a sore throat

I'll sleep like theres no tomorrow

I'll watch tv till my eyeballs fall off

I'll go to places that I've always wanted to go

I'll eat my fav ice-cream everyday

I'll go crazy with my family . . .

But thats when I break free

This is a cruel word with people obsessed with THE FIRST

2011-10-22T23:07:00.003+08:00

If I ask you who is the first man who landed on moon. Yes its Neil Armstrong.

What about the second person? Did you even bother to find out? I bet you dont, you are just like everyone else in this world. All you can see -is the winner.

Im so fed up with this world.

His name is Buzz Aldrin by the way.

2011-10-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

Why cant I look straight into your eyes

Why cant I smile back at you

Why cant I speak comfortably with you

Why cant I spend time with you

Why cant I put you first

Why cant I care for you

Because theres a devil standing beside you, dude -cant you see

2011-10-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

If love exists ..

_ Why are there divorced couples

If empathy exists ..

_ Why are there homeless people

If trust exists ..

_ Why are there liars and betrayal

If friendship exists ..

_ Why are there loners and enemies

If happiness exists ..

_ Why are there depressed people

~Because we are all born in different ways

2011-10-06T09:56:00.002+08:00

I went back to the same old tree

Where we made our promise

We buried a 2ocents coin each

Saying that we will stay together under the same tree, forever.

Just like the 20cents coins

Yet, whats happening now?

Me, alone, without you.

I dug up the 20cents coins

Yes, it was still the same like before

It did not change a bit

Unlike you. . . .

2011-09-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

Challenge should be challenged with determination

not knowing what is giving up. not knowing what is failure.

Can I achieve that? _______Because I feel like giving up already.

2011-09-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you something.

"Even the back of your head irritates me! Get lost!"

Wanted to say it so badly but couldnt bring myself to do it.

Where did my boldness go?

2011-08-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

You are crazy. You must be crazy.

I mustve underestimated you

Really couldnt believe that you are capable of doing such a thing

oh no wait

not such 'A' thing

such 'MANY' things

I guess God wanted me to punish you.

He had let me know all your dirty secrets by accident

Wanting me to get angry

Well, i put up with that

I really dont want to get involve with you

better not waste my time on this piece of junk

you are only increasing my risk of getting high blood pressure

so please! Leave me alone!

2011-07-09T14:14:00.002+08:00

yes, i admit.i wanted to smack your face at that time but i did not.want to know why.because i love what im doing now.i dont want to ruin this just because i hate u.i hate you pretty much.and i mean very much.what im doing now meant a lot in my life.while you are just another trash filling up my plastic bag.if only i knew i was going to meet you. i wouldve chosen another path.a path that would stop u from doing all those horrible things to me.u are cruel.u are selfish.tried to hint you but u still dont get it. are u dumb or what.ignoring me otherwise?.well its payback time.

2011-06-08T19:23:00.002+08:00

Arrogant. Bossy. Childish. Disdain. Ego. F***.

Ugh.. Cannot continue anymore..

2011-01-26T18:22:00.003+08:00

"I cant take it anymore!" That same sentence that has been repeating in my head over, and over, and over again. But yet, I force a smile on my face, speechless. I get irritated whenever I see you, hear you, or even thinking about you. Those filthy words that came out from that filthy mouth of yours kept repeating in my head. I get headaches just by seeing your name. Yea, Im sensitive, self-centered, cold-blooded, whatever you call. Only answer yes or no when you have a question, pretended like I did not notice you. Ignorance, selfishness, I did that. Just to give you a hint that, "hey, dont you know like I super duper hate you?" Oh yea, and now everybody will be wondering, "Why the hell didnt you tell her then?" I dont know myself either. . . Gosh, now i think that im the dumbest person in this world. Maybe not then, shes the dumbest person in the world, that upset so many people and didnt notice? lalalala~ And shes a hypocrite! A hypocrite that approaches people that benefits her, then leaves that person to bleed to death - Parasitism. Yea, yell, tease, bully, and shout at me all you want now. No, I wont stand by and do nothing, I will make sure you pay, it will be LONG AND AGONIZING, sorry but, you made me this way.

2010-11-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

She wont fight for it anymore

She knows that she doesnt belong here

you said that she gave you hope

you said that she was the reason you're here

but success took control of you

she was left behind

and you glared at her with those eyes

while she was lying on the ground

yea, you scared her

shes sorry now

she wont get in your way anymore

she'll just leave quietly

you will speak like a wise man in public

while she hides in a small town

working hard in her small farm

just to get by day by day

waiting for you to realize

that you have drown into the river of fame.

2010-11-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

Yea, you did it..

Thanks to you, I did not smile the whole day.

Tried to smile by chatting with everyone on the list

Playing every game I know

Eating all the food I got

Messaging everyone I know

Watch every tv show I like

Sleep when I feel like it

Went out of the house when I need some fresh air~

Well, guess it all didnt work.

Congratulations . =)

2010-11-20T23:05:00.002+08:00

Accumulating your sins one by one

She waited for the time to come

As you were having fun,

with that disgusting smile of yours

Shes planning her evil scheme

Just to hunt you down

The fangs were hidden

behind the face of a pretty girl

she waited for the night to come

just to eat her prey alive

cause she knew

that if she showed her true self too soon

the sunlight might be out to get her

Love The Way You Lie[Part2]

2010-11-05T09:25:00.003+08:00

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
But you’ll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
In this tug of war, you’ll always win, even when I’m right.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand,
With violet words and empty threats and it’s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave.
Til the walls are goin’ up in smoke with all our memories.

I love the lyrics..

But not all.. haha..

Dont like the word masochist~~

2010-11-03T12:14:00.003+08:00

~It Hurts~

CL:

naega jun sinbareul singo geunyeowa gireul geotgo

You put on the shoes I gave to you, and take a walk with her

amureochi anke geunyeowa kiseuhago oh

And kiss that girl as if it’s nothing oh

naega jun hyangsu ppurigo geunyeoreul pume ango

You sprinkle on that perfume I gave you, and you embrace her

nawa haetdeon geu yaksok tto dasi hagetjyo

You’ll probably repeat those promises that you once made with me

MINZY:

urin imi neujeonnabwayo uri sarang, kkeutnangeongayo?

I wonder if it’s too late for us already, has our love ended?

amumarirado jom naege haejwoyo oh oh

Anything, please just say something to me oh oh

uri jeongmal saranghaetjanha doedollilsun eomneun geongayo

We were truly in love, can we not go back?

DARA:

oneul bam na manhi apayo

Tonight, I’m hurting so bad

BOM:

byeonhaenni ni mamsoge ijen nan deo isang eomneungeoni

Have you changed? Am I no longer inside your heart now?

nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon neomu apa apa apa

When I think of you you, it hurts hurts hurts so much

"no way I cant recognize

youre not mine anymore"

~2NE1~

2010-11-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

Yea, I admit,

I have a materialistic dream

I have to split my soul

,work like hell..

But what about you?

You have a blind dream

people stepped on rocks

but you stepped on clouds

which will disappear anytime

isnt it too risky?

And you,

I'll remember what you said as long as I live

To you,

Its just 7 words that builds up a joke

But do you know that it hurts my pride so much?

Its not up to you to make that stupid decision

And it doesnt give you the rights to talk about me like that

I kept on smiling when you were saying those words

and now I wonder why..

I shouldve gave you a piece of my mind on the spot

but why didnt I do that??

how foolish..

2010-10-29T19:03:00.002+08:00

go away, get gone

really want you to leave

why are you still stuck with me?

so tired to see you everyday

fed up, and sicked of it

and when you open that filthy mouth of yours

it was filled with those words

which nobody wants to listen

and i really wanted to say

shut up, you fool!

please look at yourself in the mirror

before saying anything that is useless

that doesnt make any sense

dont understand the way you live

dont understand how your friends put up with your behaviour either

and if you ask me how did i become your friend for such a long time

sorry, we werent friends

we were just strangers,

that talked a little more than just strangers,

that spent time a little more than just strangers . . .

2010-10-26T15:56:00.002+08:00

Suddenly..

you spoke as if you care about me

as if you want me to do well

as if i would die without you

as if i really want you here

Well..

I HATE YOU

I hate the way you speak

the way you smile at me

the way walk

the way you stand

even the way you look!

want to puke everytime i see you

want to strangle you to death

but I chose to keep it down

im fed up with fights and arguments

enemies and revenges

So can you do me a favor by stop pissing me off?

2010-10-16T18:11:00.002+08:00

We sharpened you

with those sharp blades

hoping that you will become a Samurai sword

one day..

Though you are made of brittle material

we took you in

cause we THOUGHT that you were sincere

And thats when the end begins..

You and I

Surrounded by furious people

Fire torch with them

Are you.. Trying to burn us with this?

After all we did for you?

Is this what we deserve?

And thats when the fight begins..

You used cannons, bombs and ships

Ruined everything, left us with nothing

Ok you WON

so WHAT!

You won, but just in name

we lost, but with dignity . . .

2010-10-02T17:19:00.002+08:00

We met

we spoke

we smiled

we laughed

But we fought ..

Now, we dont laugh

dont smile

dont speak

Hope that we can at least meet each other?

2010-09-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

I thought I will die today..

But hmm..

Its ok..

7km.. is okay~

2010-09-16T13:12:00.000+08:00

You believed me
trusted me
I told you to have faith in me
to sit back and wait for me

And so I continued my journey
made my own decision at the T-junction
kept moving forward with confidence
with anticipation
hoping that the sun will shine on the other side

Then I felt very cold
wind was blowing towards me
a tornado came unexpectedly
ruined all the route that I was going to take

I gave up, turned back, walked back towards you

".... I have never wanted this
It all happened out of my control
I know, I was supposed to stop this from happening
Im sorry...."

2010-09-15T13:22:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I thought this will be a pretty long holiday for me.. but im totally wrong.. Today is Wednesday, means I only have 2 more days before school reopens!!~ Hmm.. It wont be a serious studying I guess, cause many of my classmates will P.. hahaha... Im 100% attending anyway~~ Because I will be filling my stomach with lotsa lotsa food.. woohoo!!~

I think 2ne1 will be back on music bank this friday.. NO way!!~ If they comeback on friday means i cannot watch their first comeback stage LIVE!!~ Nooooo!!~ I must head home immediately after the lunch i swear!!~ no more lingering around or wasting my time, I would rush the bus driver if i need to!!~ Nobody can stop me!! So lets pray that I can watch their performance.. If they start perform when i step in the house, it will be perfect!!!~ hahaha...

So I watched Invincible Youth yesterday on KBS and 2pm came.. I pity those 2pm's fans cause honestly.. they look so not cool when they farm.. Ya I admit that their dances and performances are great, no one can deny that.. But I have to say that they are the worst guest out of all the male guests.. Doesnt fit their beast image.. haha...

And here's MTV VMA's 2010 winners list:

Best Female Video: Lady Gaga - ‘Bad Romance’

Best Male Video: Eminem - ‘Not Afraid’

Best Hip Hop Video: Eminem - ‘Not Afraid’

Best New Artist: Justin Bieber featuring Ludachris - ‘Baby’

Best Collaboration: Lady Gaga featuring Beyoncé - ‘Telephone’

Best Pop Video: Lady Gaga - ‘Bad Romance’

Best Rock Video: 30 Seconds to Mars - ‘Kings and Queens’

Best Dance Music Video: Lady Gaga - ‘Bad Romance’

Video Of The Year: Lady Gaga - ‘Bad Romance’

Best Art Direction: Florence + The Machine - ‘Dog Days Are Over’

Best Choreography: Lady Gaga - ‘Bad Romance’

Best Cinematography: Jay-Z and Alicia Keys - ‘Empire State of Mind’

Best Direction: Lady Gaga - ‘Bad Romance’

Best Editing: Lady Gaga - ‘Bad Romance’

Best Special Effects: Muse - ‘Uprising’

8 Awards all Lady Gaga!!~ Woohoo!!~

And so heres what she sang:

I'm beautiful in my way
Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track
Baby I was born this way.

Track: Born This Way - Click Here

Im a little disappointed tho.. I dont quite like that outfit she wore for neither vogue magazine nor MTV Vma..

Go Get Kanye, Taylor~

2010-09-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

Track: Taylor Swift - Innocent

Guess you really did it this time

Left yourself in your war path

Lost your balance on a tight rope

Lost your mind trying to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days

Always a bigger bed to crawl into

Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything

And everybody believed in you

It's alright, just wait and see

Your string of lights is still bright to me

Oh, who your are is not where you've been

You're still an innocent

Still an innocent

Did some things you can't speak of

But tonight you live it all again

You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now

If only you had seen what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly catching days

When everything out of reach someone bigger brought down to you

Wasn't it beautiful running wild 'til you fell asleep

Before the monsters caught up to you

It's alright, just wait and see

Your string of lights is still bright to me

Oh, who your are is not where you've been

You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd

Thirty two and still growing up now

Who you are is not what you did

You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers

You'll have new Septembers

Every one of us has messed up too

Minds change like the weather

I hope you remember

Today is never too late to.. be brand new.

CHORUS

Lost your balance on a tight rope

It's never too late to get it back

~Meaningful~

2010-09-13T12:45:00.000+08:00

2ne1 - Go Away MV

2ne1 - Cant Nobody MV

2ne1 - Clap Your Hands MV

I love Cant Nobody the best!!~
2NE1, hwaiting!!~

2NE1 is back~

2010-09-12T22:10:00.001+08:00

2NE1 is back with their new album To Anyone

Track List:

Cant Nobody
Go Away
Clap Your Hands
Im Busy
It Hurts
Love Is Ouch
I dont care (Reggae ver.)
Try To Copy Me
Please Dont Go
You and I
Kiss

CL!!

Minzy~

From left: Bom, Dara~

Love ya 4eva!!~

Kissin' U~

2010-09-09T12:14:00.000+08:00

Sparks fly
It's like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's
No where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I've never seen

'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Wall's up, made sure
I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this till
I knew it was right for me

But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you

I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it's love

Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you~

Miranda Cosgrove ♥

2010-09-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

Its too much for me..

I feel like crying,

and leave everything behind..

I was once a heartless and emotionless person that can let go anything,

and forget bout it..

I could forget friendship, relationship, everything!!

But..

Not for now..

Yea, I have to admit that you moved my heart

Yup, Im touched

What spell did you cast on me?

2010-08-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

Meeting you was my biggest mistake.

And now,

i have to fake a smile in front of you and everyone

i dont deserve to be treated this way

this unwanted fate between us should end here

or else i'll really go crazy

cause' you know what

i cried that night just because i hate you so much

i knew that its not worth it

but what to do?

my tears kept flowing ...

2010-08-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. SHINee rocks!!

Downloaded their full album but havent heard 'em all~~

Image 360 degree change!!

Jinki has longer hair now..

Taemin's even longer, he's prettier!!

Minho looks nicer than before.. Neat cut!!

Jonghyun's, i prefer the old one, new one looks like durian from far...

Key's .. the worst.. Why the hell you go botak-kan half of your head???!! But his eyes is still charming!!

2010-07-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

What I did to myself??

Still cant comprehend the decision I made..

Why I care bout you anyway..

the only thing you know

is throwing those words onto my face

that upsets me so much

dont you know that??

guess you dont

all you care about is you

Am I a pushover?

maybe you dont sense that yet

but im going mad like hell

i kept on thinking on how to get my hands on you

i want you to pay, for everything you did

i want you to regret, and apologize to me sincerely

i want you to know, that i HATE you VERY much

yet, I smile whenever I see you

i hope you know how hard it is to act all nice in front of you,

behave when you still have the chance,

or you wont expect another smile from me.

2010-07-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

Youve smiled

youve laughed

youve fooled around

youve been cheerful

youve been kind to me

But now, youve changed

Youve worked hard

youve been very optimistic

youve been very positive

youve hoped for the best

youve tried your very best

But now, youve changed

Youve changed so much that I cant even recognize you

Should I find the real you back?

Or should I just wait..

Still, glad that I know

the one thing that has never changed.. is our memories~

2010-06-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hiding behind the window

outside, a big field for me to run

a big ocean for me to swim across

a big sky for me to fly

but im hiding behind the window

What a coward am I ..

I cant show that Ive noticed you

cant show that I wana talk to you

cant show that I appreciated you

all emotionless

What a coward am I ..

Ran away from conversations

ran away from interactions

ran away from the smile

ran away from you

What a coward am I ..

Put on my mask everyday

Smiled like the world will never end

Cried like I will never get to find a way

What a coward am I ..

2010-06-18T11:17:00.000+08:00

"Can I drink my own tears and pretend that everything is fine?"

"No.."

"Why? Im comforting myself but you are not helping!!~"

"Cause I dont want you to taste the saltiness in your own tears."

Im lost. Im confused.

2010-06-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

ahh~ its the holidays and im really enjoying it.. with my comp hahaha~~~ hmm.. nothing to say... im just very upset now.. I watched 'Becoming A billionaire' but missed the final episode?? Dont know what had happened to me.. Blame SMV!! Im stucked to this channel and now i missed my drama.. Ji HyeonWu~ He's charming!!~ Gosh... But at least I watched the final 10 minutes of the episode.. Who cares, all endings are happy endings~ TaeHui is cute too.. Especially when she eats her cake~

Something seems impossible happened too.. Me?? Liking SuJu members?? No way~ .... Rite?? Ah... but I did.. cause yesung's voice is just too... Haiz, still dont know how i ended up liking him~ Must be that drama's fault!! Im not watching you anymore!! Ok wait I take back what I say.. It feels great to at least like one of the members.. at least i dont quite hate them now? Hmm.. Now waiting for WonderGirls and DBSK to come to my heart.. The whole Asia liked them and I dont have any feelings .. kinda weird haha~~

I finally continued my homework!! Like a miracle huh.. But still cant finish them.. When i saw the moral essay part I feel like fainting.. Im in my holiday mood, and I cant hold my pen well, my handwriting sucks, and now .. NOW.. u want me to write out an essay?? Impossible. So I havent do hehehe.. And those folios are driving me crazy.. I lost the papers.. and im clueless.. Its like walking in the dark, somemore lost my torchlight.. If.. Only... I could find my paper~~ Why do I keep losing things??!!

Recently downloaded many music videos.. And still I realized that I like girls band more than boys.. Am I normal?? haha... Wish I am. Somehow hate downloading. Hate to wait. If only everything can be downloaded with only one click.. Its impossible anyway, why dreaming for the impossible~

Think im getting normal again, I dont get hungry that often. I dont sleep 13 hours a day.. Maybe 10?? haha... Still, I dont drink much water.. I knew that i need to change but I cant .. Its so .. tasteless.. Why god invented water without taste?? (>.<)

2010-06-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

I wanted to smile

But you have to smile with me first instead

I made a card for you

But I somehow tore it apart

I wanted to help you

But somehow this stupid idiot got in the way

I wanted to say something nice

But I ended up saying something that annoys you

I wanted to see and talk to you so much

But somehow I forgotten what to say when we pass by

I wanted to wish you good luck in everything you do

But that emotionless facial expression keeps showing

I wanted to say goodbye

But something keeps dragging me back

I wanted to say that im sorry

But I want you to say it first

I wanted to give up a lot of things

But I know it will be like giving the results of my achievement to you

I wanted to say that you are a good person

But I know Im better than you

I wanted to look at the sky

Cause I know looking at you wont make me feel any better

I wanted to say something that might hurt your feelings

But I know youve treat me better than the way I treated you

I wanted to say hundreds and thousands of words to you

But im speechless at the moment i looked at you

I wanted to say thank you

But I want you to look at me first

Am I asking for too much?

NU A BO Vs. Mister!!~

2010-06-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

I.. have done a very lame thing~

Just in case some of you dont know the song NU A BO and Mister~

NU A BO~

Mister

Ok.. The songs all have LAs right.. They sang LA for so many times that I cant take it!! Im curious how many times they sang LA.. So.. I sorta.. Counted the total number of LAs in the songs~

NU A BO by f(x)- 132 times
Mister by KARA- 186 times

And so.. They sang that lot of LAs in a song.. Imagine they somemore have to perform so many times on stage... Mygosh~ Anyway, congrats to KARA for singing the most number of LAs.. LAME RIGHT? I think so, but its fun.. I wanna try more songs!

2010-06-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

I was planning to sleep... I WAS PLANNING TO SLEEP!!~ But.. my eyes just dont allow.. Maybe Im too excited that exam is over.. Or I kept thinking about the ridiculous answers I gave in my exam??? Haiz.. Hope teacher wont give back any paper until after the holiday cause I want to have a relaxing and stress-free holiday. But somehow, we have to do holiday alert??!! And if we dont do, its detention class... Ok, I get the holiday homework.. but detention? I dont get that~

At last.. Im reunited with my Korean dramas~~ [^.^] Haha.. Im so happy... Still, I missed a lot of KBS programmes... and I dont get to watch the repeat! Cause im going to Buddha camp this week~ Miss the air-conditioned hall~ Wonder if it will be like two year before... I hope so, cause I enjoyed pretty much that time~

Haiz.. today's lunch in that coffee shop was the worst... I wonder am I eating rice or smoke??!! Mygod... That girl, took 5 cigarettes!! Somemore she blew the smoke out in front of me!! What the.. I feel like swearing at her.. But I dont get to do it anyway, no point regretting.. She is.. quite.. big size... And im nothing compared to her.. SO nevermine, just endure it.. Its just a lunch right?? .... No, i still cant accept it!! I hate smokers!!!!

~[2]Nt[3]~

2010-05-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hungry.. But Im not allowed to eat.... haiz, i know its not right to eat at night.. but.. im too hungry!! My stomach is making noise and its killing me... I wan Ramli's burger!! Or maybe instant noodles~ Haiz.. should I check my weight, im getting more fat... This eating at night habit keeps continuing every night and i dont know what to do~ Maybe I should grab some buns~

I've been missing a lot of Korean dramas.. Because of the stupid exam, its so torturing when im studying, look at the time and realize that the drama is on tv at the moment... But nevermine! suffer for two more days only and I will be free~ Wonder how all the stories are now.. I missed so many episodes..

Panda eyes!! Im having panda eyes!! OMG.. And my eyes swell sometime, swollen! haiz~ My sleeping hours are so unbalanced, sometimes I slept too lot, and sometimes I dont get to sleep~ Hope my holidays will balance my sleeping hours and my panda eyes will disappear!! Haiz, I hate panda eyes~ So black... I hate it!

Haiz, started studying +math but stucked in Chapter 3.. And Chapter 5, I dont even want to look at 'em.. Dono what the heck is that.. Physics.. Maybe I will start tomorrow.. Argh!! Regretted that I wasted Friday!! Ok, I should have no regrets actually... Ok I dont care... Just hope that I will focus on studying tomorrow~

2010-05-28T16:06:00.000+08:00

Just woke up~
And came straight to the comp???
What..
I tell myself to go study but I ended up sleeping again after waking up today..
I tell myself to go study but I ended up in front of the comp, which is happening now!!!

Haiz... just hope that I dont stuck in front of the tv after this~
Aik!! later got music bank... OMG...
Maybe I will start study like tomorrow??

Sleepy~

2010-05-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

*yawn* Tired but dowan2 slp!! Exam season.. but im blogging haiz~~ Very torturing, citrawarna until dawn.. make me so hungry~~ I ate so lot n go slp.. sure fat liao T.T.... I hate makeups, and I hate even more now!! Super heavy punye makeup.. blue eyes.. red chick and red lips.. Am I an opera singer?? OMG!!!! Haiz.. ntg goes right coz everything on me is pink.. my clothes even my sapu tangan during performance.. nightmare!!! I dont know anyone sense this o not but I felt that the performancers during citrawarna were more lot than the audience?? Haha, maybe i sensitive.. but i still feel that way... And right after the first dance, something happen~ Ahh... skip!! Dont want to say bout that~~

Anyway.. this citrawarna thingy is consuming time and money!! I dont know and i dont want to count how much time but it costs me RM29 for the inner wear.. and we actually dont need it.. What the heck~ I didnt touch my book during practices.. ya got actually.. during the noisiest time!! Nothing goes into my brain... Haiz... For the first time in my life, I read till 1am on the day before an exam... Not enuf slp~~ Then my eyes go swollen..=[ And.. I hate my stomach!! Pain at the wrong time~~ Somemore during math and moral exam.. I think I used up the time sleeping more than answering.. mygod~~

And.. the exam is very, totally, super damn hard! I have never stared at a question for so long time in my life.. until forgetting the time... Hope teachers will be lenient in marking our paper.. we totally have no time to read~~~ And bio is really killing me!!! Why tuition give same questions as the school exam after taking it?? I rather dont want to know the existence of those questions... Argh!! I dont want to accept this truth!!! Whyla.. I shouldnt go tuition today!!!

Next week still got exam~ Physics and +math.. I hate the most.. Well.. actually.. I hate every subject~~ Haiz.. Theres nothing that I like~ I want to tell myself to start studying now but my laziness tell me to keep on9-ing~ haha.. thats why im here actually.. Holidays .. just one week more.. Ahh!!I cant wait!! Please hurry, come to me!!

2010-05-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

Dono y im blogging again... If i keep this up.. i will end up blogging everyday~~

2day's exam was.. kinda weird~ I can finish my paper.. quite.. early.. n i dono y.. Its freaking me out leh!! I felt like i wrote lesser than everybody else... im using less paper than others also.. Haiya.. nvm.. save trees!! No mood today~ I talked less.. I ignored my family members.. I igonored.. almost every1 actually.. And i dono y... I just feel like it...

Rushed to tuition today with my FunFries... Im running late because I spend most of de time showering?? Haaha.. den i eat overtime.. den when i leave house, I somemore forgotten to bring my +math notes for yanling.. I went back to take leh~ Then.. A white car.. slow poke car.. in front of our car.. Mygod.. go somewhere else and enjoy life la.. the worst thing is.. When pass by 'ChiaoNan', the traffic~~

Tomorrow we will go pwtc.. Well.. at least is better than sitting for exam right??~ .. My skin colour.. is getting weirder and weirder~ Four colours i think~~ T.T.. When will my nightmare disappear?? Shoo!!! Shoo!!

Holiday is coming.. and I cant wait for it.. And i will take this GOLDEN opportunity to finish my GOLDEN( which is quite rusty) homework~ i know its too late but who cares.. I want to finish my homework de lo~~ Too busy ma~~ shit.. now im consoling myself~~ PWTC.. Seeya 2mr!!

2010-05-16T19:30:00.000+08:00

I feel like slapping myself..
exam is on 2mr and im blogging here~~

Anyway, I didnt actually quite support the concept of 1malaysia but... Please support Colours of 1Malaysia parade!! WHy?? Because im in it!! haha~~ ^^ I hate Joget... its so teapot looking~~ summore so 'niang'~ Dono.. I just dont like it.. Dikir barat was quite fun at first.. But I ended up kelam kabut.. So many steps... so complicated.... And i hate to mention bout Finale... Its so.. slow.. and den suddenly so fast.. and den.. goyang punggung~ Of cz nobody did dat part.. only de instructor Syok sendiri~~

Its bm n bi paper 2 for 2mr... hope that luck sides me.. I need to do something after exam.. please remind me!! I want 2 count the number of 'La's sang in NU A BO by f(x) and Mister by KARA~~ I will name the winner after exam!!!!! But for now.. erm.. I think f(x) will win.. See if im right~~

Still watching 3 Korean dramas.. Cinderella's stepsister is cool!!.. I like Ji Hyeonwu in Becoming a billionnaire~ And 3 brothers... ahh..... den if im not dat busy maybe I will watch Happiness In the Wind, Seo Hyorim is so cute~~.. Flowers for my Life.. If im not mistaken its the correct title~~.. Maybe I watch that because the storyline is about money???!!!!! AHH... Im a Korean Drama Kraze!!!

Dono how my result will be dis time.... Haiz.. dowan2 talk bout that!! Next!!!

Ohya.. my leech bite from camping is recovering n im so happy.. hope that it wont leave a scar~~ People had their first love, I had my first bite~ Muackss~

2010-05-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

naega jal jal jalmotaesseo~

uɐǝƃɐ ɾɐl ɾɐl ɾɐlɯoʇɐǝssǝo~

2010-04-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

You- Make- Me- Smile
Damn.. just that 4 words
and im not able to say it out
maybe i can only express what i feel through typing?

Thanks for your kindness and understanding

Smile:
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed,
sing like bird
Dizzy in my head,
spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold,
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile~

(^_-)

2010-04-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

Met some sǝɥɔʇıq lately..
ergh, feel like swearing and punching you in the face
but dont know why havent exploded yet

see? so patient with you this time~ *perasan* *laughing*

if you like my place so much,
then take it,
i will thank the god,
dont tell me what to do
am i nothing?

dont show your face
like youre not satisfied
like im at fault
like i shouldnt be here

if you hate it that much
LEAVE!
what more do you need to do
im fine without you
you think youre VIP?
im double VIP then~

2010-03-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

dont be silly girl

youre my miracle

2010-03-17T12:45:00.000+08:00

you must..

you have to...

you need to...

you .....

enough of those

i'll lead myself

you dont have the rights

to do this or that

let me have it my way

i know

that youve changed

youre doubting me

you didnt let it show in your face

but i can see it

---------------------------------

llǝʍ ʇɔɐ ʇsɐǝl ʇɐ ǝsɐǝld

noʎ ɟo ɥʇnɹʇ ǝɥʇ ǝǝs ǝɯ ʇǝl ʇuop

---------------------------------

dissapointed

still, youre my friend

its the fact that will never change

were still friends right?

2010-03-15T18:18:00.001+08:00

"Hey, why aren't you updating your blog?"
"Your blog is the same everytime I view your blog."
"Have you updated your blog?"
"When only you will update your blog?"

Ok, shut up!! Im updating my blog.

like a dirt on the mountain peak

you will get blown by the wind someday

here aint a cave to provide shelter

here aint just some cute bunnies

youre looking at a jaguar behind those bushes

dont smile at me

it wont hide all your sins

For those who are viewing now

Dont understand right?

so dont keep rush me to update my blog

you will never get what i mean here

-[2]Nt[3]-

Nop, Im still fifteen~

2010-01-31T14:08:00.000+08:00

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day

You say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while

Try and stay out of everybodys way

Its your freshman year and you're gonna be here

For the next four years in this town

Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say

You know I havent seen you around, before

~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You gonna believe them

And when youre fifteen

Feeling like there nothing to figure out

Well count to ten, take it in

This is life before you know who youre gonna be

Fifteen

~ ~ ~ ~ ~
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail

And soon enough youre best friends

Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool

We'll be out of here as soon as we can

And then youre on your very first date and he's got a car

And youre feeling like flying

And youre momas waiting up and you think he's the one

And youre dancing round your room when the night end

When the night ends

~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you

You gonna believe them

When youre fifteen and your first kiss

Makes your head spin round but

In your life you'll do greater than dating the boy on the football team

But I didnt know it at fifteen

~ ~ ~ ~ ~
When all you wanted was to be wanted

Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday

But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy

Who changed his mind and we both cried

~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

Youre gonna believe them

And when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall

Ive found that time can heal most anything

And you just might find who youre supposed to be

I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
* * * * * *

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

-Youre very first day-

-Take a deep breath girl-

-Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.-

2010-01-29T16:59:00.001+08:00

Kay, lets see...

You have personal problems, huh?

Ok, I let that go~

But what?

Its your damn annoying,

busybody,

irresponsible,

disrespect,

...

Theres no full stop~

[2]Nt[3]

2177 comin thru!!

2010-01-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

Let's see...

Hmm..

What???

2010 already??

Its 16 January but I still cant believe it~

*slap*slap*

*pinch*pinch*

No way

Its really 2010!

So hey... U are in form 4 now.. No more fooling around~~ But what am I doin?? Blogging nonsense here~ Its just a year and the difference is so big~ Its a total different book 2 study... *more stairs to climb* 4sc1 u know what i mean~ Sometimes I wish Im 3 maju students.. I want to take pmr again!!!!!

And so all 3m students manage to enter 4sc1~~ But so many people missing?? All so bad... transfer n leave us alone~~ Those wretch:

KaiXin, Bernice, XinYi, XiLin, CheeHoong, HengHuei, SzeQian... Am I missing out anyone?? Sorry for calling u all wretch.. Its just nt enough time for us~~ Good Luck in your new school, hwaiting!!

And for pengawas percubaan.. Im very dissapointed~ Y giving up so fast?? This is what I gonna say: Only those blade that went through a strong heat will suceed.. so why turning back?? Haiz~

I.F.E.A.A.

2009-12-26T22:34:00.001+08:00

Hey, hi there !!

Hoo~~ Nothing to say....

No mood writing blog recently~~

Should I delete this blog??

Let me be it ~

2009-12-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

If you have a chance - take it

If it challenges you - accept it

If it troubles you - let it

If you regret it - kill it

We lied, we cried.. __________________ But didnt think why ~

We sought, we fought.. _______________ But why didnt give it a thought ~

I want it back, really

your smile

your smell

your voice

Or its flushed away already?

I dont want to know whether its hard for you or not

i dont care how you feel

i dont need you to explain it to me

i dont care what you will say bout me

Selfish, self-centered, thoughtless whatever ~

Be sure that I can see the real you again ~

Jebal ~~

Mnet Asian Music Awards Winner List

2009-11-23T17:28:00.000+08:00

Long title post~~
Who cares?? Just go on:

Female group – Brown Eyed Girls
Male group - 2PM
Male singer – Drunken Tiger
Female singer – Baek Ji Young
Album of the Year – GDragon [Heartbreaker]
Song of the Year – 2NE1[IDon't Care] *i dont care e e e e e*
Artist of The Year – 2PM
Newcomer (Male) – Supreme Team
Newcomer (Female) - 2NE1
Trot Music Award - Hong JinYeong [Love’s Battery]
Dance music award – KARA [Honey] *yay!!*
Mixed Group – 8eight
Hip hop group award – LeeSsang [The Girl Who Can't Break Up, The Boy Who Can't Leave] * what a long name*
Rock Music Award – BuHwal
Asian Recommend Award – Japanese group AKB48*wth 12 members*
House& Electronic music award – Brown Eyed Girls [Abracadabra]
Ballad/R&B music award – Kim TaeWoo [Love Rain]
Best Asian Star - Dong Bang Shin Ki *Only 3 of them came~~*
Male singer – Drunken Tiger*I rather let g-dragon win dis*
Female singer – Baek Ji Young
Best Asian composer - Park JinYoung
Music Portal Mnet Award - 2NE1
Best MV – 2NE1 [Fire]

Congrats to 2NE1 sweeping 4 awards... hehehehehehehe~~

[2]Nt[3]

pea lo ha

2009-11-23T15:59:00.000+08:00

- Peace + Love + Happiness = Pealoha -

An equation I created.. No, actually>> joined... haha...

..................................................................................

Someone tell me how to stay up late. Im just having an opposite teenage life..

People have their eyes open while im~~~

oinking..zzzzz

IRIS>> you better be good.. I do so lot just to watch this~~

...................................................................................

And this is what I'll say for the first time in my whole life..

THIS HOLIDAY SUCKS!!

Im so damn bored... Nothing to do~ I think I slept 13 hours a day including my nappies~~

This computer is going to explode.. I keep hit the mouse>>

==================================

"When its goodness that you dreamt of, get ready for the consequences"... Dont know why, I dreamt this sentence actually.. Someone somehow.. said this>> -blurry-

For her = When its in front of you, just pick it.. Think till the next day and its already gone.. Now don't shed a tear cause you yourself .. you let it go.. since its your decision ... Stop regretting it .. CHILDISH

Have nothing to say actually>> This post is a total crap... Im bored.. So like typing madly.. Filling up the time~~

[2]Nt[3]

do it, chu~♥

2009-11-17T08:56:00.000+08:00

Ok, actually this post has nothing to do with the title~I just put it for fun,~~Its actually about my encounter with something, not that creepy... But shocking~

The story goes like this~~

Its a beautiful sunday morning [wth, not writing essay], I go out with my family to somewhere, and thats when we pass by Ampang Jaya, [go wrong way actually]... We were argueing bout where we should turn and such.. Then................ ....I saw-

==================================

Its a BIRD!

Its a PLANE!

NO!

Its some monkeys!!

Not 1 but three!!

OMG!!

Those monkeys hanging around the what we call?

telephone wires.. or is it electrical wire?

And I was like.. MONKEYS!! AHH!!!!

Look there~~ And everyone look there of course.. KAKA~~

==================================

Actually, they are so ~~ hanging around like that.. Its Ampang Jaya that I will remember.. A place where I can find monkeys~

The end>[2]Nt[3]

2009-11-08T09:54:00.000+08:00

Weird,
never felt this weird
shouldn't I be having fun
why, its just so tasteless__________=]> enjoy
felt like I am so useless

theres no aim for me this temporary
just for this moment

And I already felt awkward_________________So not use to it

So nextweek we are going to the unit forensic
can't wait cause I have never been there bfore
once in a lifetime you know??
And the main thing I must bring____ plastic bag~~
don't laugh kay...
in case I just>>>
maybe not me, maybe somone beside me kaka~~

And Tuesday its cooking time
I hated it cause I done that before..
but why I still take part??
ask my stupid brain
didn't think before making any decisions

If I am not mistaken
next week will be the last week for all f3sss
am I right?
answer me!!!!

Here's a strongly reccomended song called 'You and I' - Park Bom.. Eventhough i still dont understand the mv.. But its a great song~ CLICK HERE

yay,, gonna sleep whole holiday
maybe hibernating....

[2]Nt[3]

Long long ago

2009-11-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

A family LONG AGO we built
A friendship LONG AGO we hold
A challenge LONG AGO we went through
A task LONG AGO we work together_____________Thats how we got here

And its just LONG AGO

What happen to you now?
Don't you remember how much we went through?

I remember us working in a team,
help each other

And now the potrait is incomplete

Its not us that eliminated you______

In fact, we gave you so many chance
Its you!! Look at the mirror and think back why we did this
There's sure a reason

I hope this case don't need me to be straight forward
Please solve this before anything gets worse

I hate chaos~

You,
bluff us with your stupid tricks
thinking that we will believe that?
no, girl, we are not that stupid
put a side all those ridiculous thing
if you hate this travelling
you may pack your bags and go home
the door is open widely for you
don't stick around us like a parasite

Take note: We judge by responsibility

Not skin~

[2]Nt[3]

2009-11-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

This is the back>>
This is the front>>

I did a great job huh?? hahs~~
Don't mind me, 'perasan'ing
I might edit this post again cause I not yet upload the other 2
Its SHINee and members, and KARA and members... But>>
I left it.... Haiz~~
We did it today in school with lemon, water and of course fire
Quite fun =]>

[2]Nt[3]

Why Korean?

2009-10-31T11:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we wrote all our koreans favourite, on a polystrene plate>> my god, now that I think of it, its so childish!!..
Some people ask: Why Korean? Its not like you understand what are they singing..
Hmm, maybe you are right, but now I figured out why I love them so much, its their body language!!!

#Ooo, that body's like music to my ear

Ooo, that body's like music to my ear

'Cause what you want is right here#

....................

Oh she, oh she so international

The way, the way she get it on the floor

I'm tryin', I'm tryin' to holler at you

I want to get to know you better

....................

*Parlez vous francais?

Konichiwa

Come and move in my way

Hey, little chica from Guadeloupe

That thing you got behind you is amazing

....................

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French

But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense

It's her, her body, her body, her body language

....................

The way she moves around

When she grinds to the beat

Breaking it down articulately

It's her, her body, her body, her body language

It's her, her body, her body, her body

....................

That make me want to say hey...('ey!)

Hey...('ey!)

It's her, her body, her body, her body language

C'mon*

....................

Shorty, let me whisper in your ear

Tell you everything you wanna hear

You got my vote: Hottest Girl of the Year

Let's have a celebration, baby

Repeat*

I'm lifting up my voice to say

You're the hottest girl in the world today

The way you shake

You got me losing my mind

You're banging like a speakerbox

Turn around; the party stops

Universal lady, let me take you away

....................

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French

But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense now

It's her, her body, her body, her body language

....................

It's the way she moves around

When she grinds to the beat

Breaking it down articulately

It's her, her body, her body, her body language

It's her, her body, her body, her body

Repeat#

[2]Nt[3]

::Thoughts::

2009-10-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

Forget everything you would like to remember

remember all you would like to forget

I cannot tell what the future would be

so what will I do without you

I think of you who once held my hand
you who smiled like a child_________________________Soliloquy

I can't tell the difference between ' who are you ' and ' who you are '
Can you?
Just a slight change and I felt the difference

Even if its a small action
that no one could have realize
if you had paid attention
for just once
no doubt
you can feel it

Look at the performer on stage with admiration
How did she do that?
Wow, thats great!!
Look at the performer back stage with dissapointment
.........:sigh:...........

Just like a bee you sting on me
painful, yet I learned
I learned that theres thousands more stings to come
just right behind you

A smile> I want a sincere one> Not a smile as if you were forced to do it> I don't call it a smile> Fakers> You will get back what you gave me> So beware till its comes> All your words hangs a teasing tune> Why showing everything to the world> Can't you be quiet bout my privacy for just once?> Hate that everything is pouring out> Can't I keep my privacy for myself?> A little bug to my ears> Brings them happiness huh> Forgotten your objective, your purpose> They wont do you good and yet you turn to them> If only I dare to say this to you, but why.... I just cant, not now... Its not the time, if you know its you, please, do something~

=]>

I wonder,
why must rainbow have 7 colours?
can't she have 8 or nine?
or maybe just plain white~

Aish, imagining again,
talk more and the rainbow will turn into thunderclouds~~
the wind will turn into tornado~~~

[2]Nt[3]

2009-10-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

Shiro!! [I mean.. No!!]
I shouldn't have dreamt for it
No, stupid me

I have once admired you:

=your strictness

=your delicacy

=even your cool looks

But now that I took the opportunity

i peeked into the other site of you

i see another person

a person

so ugly

so dark

so unexpected

a total opposite

----------------------------------------------------

Was I that immature

to look at something and just fell for it

to follow my instincts without considering anything

----------------------------------------------------

Sometimes, somethings

is good to look from far

and the limit will be just like that

its not for me to get near to

----------------------------------------------------

Sorry that I can only observe you from far

There's just no way~

----------------------------------------------------

Its just

Too scary

....................................................

*Ever wonder why crabs can't walk in straight lines? That's because the one who thought them to walk-their parents, couldn't even walk right. When will you wake up and realize that you are the problem? Try open your eyes and look straight into the mirror, dummy!! Don't be like a crab, teaching me to walk straight!

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*Ever wonder why tiger always manage to catch its prey? That's because tiger knows when to be quiet and when to attack. Look at the occasion and don't fake yourself all the time! You don't deserve that after the hard work of faking yourself in front of other people. You are just like a cunning wolf with a tiger behind your back. The tiger will leave you helpless behind anytime it wants, cut it out!

[2]Nt[3]

The sky

2009-10-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

Before I go across the bridge
I have thought about what i'll do

Games?

Movies?

Shoppings?

Novels?

Sleeps?

I planned everything

I imagined everything

At last>>>

The first thing I do after the big paper~~
I look at you, The sky

The sky...
How could you...
Be that pretty...

Maybe you get prettier when I am happy

The sky...
How could you...
Be that sad...

Maybe you are sad when I do

The sky...

I felt different while looking at it

Full of...

Satisfaction

No.. Feels like the end

No.. Feels like its freedom

No.. Feels like there's no obstacle

Indescribable

I just looked at you and............... Smile.............. Thats it!

Everything is harsh

But it ends just like a snap

I won't miss you

But its memorable

It will be carved here>> Forever

Ring Ding Dong>> eh..

Don't know why,

suddenly remembered of SHINee

[2]Nt[3]

::WordSSS::

2009-10-13T11:06:00.000+08:00

Guess what am I doing now?? Haha... I am ignoring requestSSSSS in fbook.. omg... 100 sumthing requestSSS. My facebook really very dusty... But glad that I finally have time to relax and play with my computer la~~ Yoville, farmtown.... Here I come~~

Huh.... Talk bout the exam, Let me sing ya~~

'Cause it's over

Girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin' seven

Don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

'Cause it's over

I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin' messages

Don't wanna know where you been

Baby 'cause it's over

K.. finish singing. On monday leh, we went to skul to hear the talk about pmr things... That day is very tiring.. Because Elaine n me became the 'juru ukur' ok.. We have to measure the distance between the tables for 8 classes... But very fun leh~~ hahs>> Then when i go home.... Its like study n study n study n STUDY!!! Feels like a zombie.. reading zombie... I even hugged my book to sleep arghhh!! Hahs, my book quite pity also...

Wednesday is the first day la... Absolutely nervous... Then the novel question... T.T, depressing... Many people say plot will come out... I got read all the tips they give.. But what happen??? Haiz... dowan to say la~~ So depressing... Wei.. I say the word depressing twice ady la~~ Paper 1 also very hard lo.. Like usual... haiz.. i went home and facing with books, again!!

Thursday.. Tiring, Sleepy, dying!! English is actually ok la... Except for the novel part.. What the ~~ i never see before this type of question...!!! And again, all the tips also x kena>>> == And Science... I have to borrow calculater from f2 girls la.. Hahs, thank you!! I carelessly forget to bring>> Who told me science is gonna be easy this year???!!!! Its so damn hard!! Feel like wan 2 pengsan when i see the question... That day also most late go home.. 4pm.. haiz.. reminds me of 4 minute>> Hahs, their new song very cool!!

Friday>> The shortest one... As usual, we get our mask, the duno wad liquid with a smell~~ yucks.. and we measure our temperature.. Pity Natasha, have to be in the quarantine room.. Luckily, i x kena la~~ geography paper is quite ok.. AnD then went home.. den u know la~~ Holding the book again....

On Sunday I didn't really read lo... I study in front of the tv leh~~ somemore my po po come>> x focus arghh~~Den on Monday, which is yesterday>> its math n sejarah... Math>> I wana kill myself!! Got formulae at the front but didnt see... So stupid!! Wasting my marks only~~ Sejarah is in th afternoon.. haiz.. Sleepy la~~ History is such a boring subject n its at noon... OMG!!

Hahs.. today is the last day la.. so thats why i am blogging here>> I regretted for x studying nicely on the previous day.. Damn hard man.... My brain also wan 2 pecah ady>>

And so when I am on my way home>> There's a conversation between me n mami::

Mami: Good lo~~ No need to carry 'rocks' already
Me: No la
Mami: Huh?? WHy??
Me: is no need to carry elephant!!

Hahs.. duno why I feel so funny leh~~

So now... erm.. I like Navi!! Eventhough she x very famous la>> But duno y leh~~ And brown eyed girls... Son Ga-in.. Sexy leh!!!... Still gt who lehh~~ haiya dowan 2 say adl la.. most important is now i cn relax ady!!!

And for those who wan to move.. and transfer~~ T.T Xilin n Bottlewatch arghh~~ gona miss u all aa.. don't care where u are... Good luck in everything u do>> Must rmb me ohh!! =]>

Ahh... I talk so lot arghh~~ salive also dry ady aaa.. thats for now~~

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Good Luck says,

2009-10-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

Are you stressed out?
Cause the party has just started
Reading those books, aint interesting
But still, with a smile
Cause, huh, I'm gonna read this for the last time
The very last time
Say goodbye to Isaac Newton and James Brooke

p/s I am not going to miss you

And hello to Delite Lychee 'Exam' Free
Wakaka~~

Should I start to study now??
Hoo, yes, You must!!
A few more days to go!!

Hey, A message I just got from Good Luck
Good Luck says: I will follow you, follow you where ever you may go~

Signing off>

Solitude vs. Socialize

2009-09-25T15:35:00.001+08:00

Solitude,>>>>>>>>>>

Often related to loneliness

Described as a negative behaviour

Isolated always its definition

All of them are wrong

**********

Solitude, is a symbol of peace

A space for thoughts

A chance to reflect ourselves

A way to forget sadness

~~~~~~~~~~

Socialize,>>>>>>>>>>

Often related to communication

Described as a positive behaviour

Mingle always its definition

All of them are wrong

**********

Socialize, is a symbol of showing off

A stage for clowns

A chance to steal the spotlight

A way to be outstanding

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::Personality::

2009-09-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

&&&&&??? And what? What now?
Another you? And now that I know?

A wise man said: Being a personality is not the same with having a personality

Are you being it or having it..

You must be thinking, of course I am BEING it!!

NO!! all of us are HAVING it

Don't tell me you will just say out what you feel without considering the consequences~
All of us are being us, so if you can truely BE a personality with someone, thats the one~
We all have an invicible mask in front of our face, we wear it when we are HAVING a personality, the only difference among us is how thick the mask is~ And when you found a betrayer, you will know how thick it is~
The purpose I am spitting all these things out is because there's just someone I can't understand, someone with a mask very thick that I couldn't imagine>> Its ok to HAVE a personality, but its just too much!!

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2009-09-19T20:32:00.000+08:00

Its been two weeks since i updated this blog.. my hand really too itchy liao!~~ haha... so what am i doing her? updating de blog? omg i shud b studying!!! Anyway... I am crazy!! with korea singers!! i duno why but i do!! huhu..... i shud not b leh~~ but i am ~~ TT.....

Here's my girls top 5!
1. KARA [Seung Yeon]
2. 2ne1 [CL]
3. 4 minute [So Hyun]
4. Davichi [Kang Min-kyung]
5. SNSD [Yoona]

And this is guys top 5~
1. Lee Junki of course
2. Tei
3. SHINee [Lee Jinki]
4.............
Argh.. i can't list 5, suan ok top 3... top 3!!

Kanye West~~ y u humiliate taylor swift ??? why???// i think she deserves it!!

hahs, its holiday.... but more to revision week la... the whole week will be studying... n so lots homework ahh!! giv me a break>>>> i hate writings!! eat, sleep, study, eat, sleep, study!!!

I shud not be updating this blog.. i kept telling my self but i can't help it!!! I m so addicted to my computer... I must rely type sumthing..

And for the so called 'sukemune' .... don't u hav ur own life? stop bull shittin around, using other people's name.. i have my life to go on ok? I hate this type, hypocrite!!! wan 2 say sumthing? use ur real name!! i hate tis game and i wan this to stop!! dun make me **** ok? GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!

::Swing::

2009-08-31T14:29:00.000+08:00

5 yrs old: Give me a push so that I can swing higher

10 yrs old: Refuse the push as swinging is a childish game

15 yrs old: Sitting on the swing ~ I am waiting for you to give me a push

Now I realised how fun was it back at five yrs old

The push, I appreciated it

Now I can swing myself but I still miss the moment

But I hate swing when I am 10?

Now I realised I said it wrong when I was 10

5 yrs old!! I miss you!!

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::To:The:Sky:我不配!!::

2009-08-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

The Sky cried along with me
Guess The Sky knows what I feel
Thanks for being my pal
The sky changes colour all the time
But I appreciate these changes

I stopped....

Hey, why are you still crying?

The Sky is not replying

Don't worry, the cloud will get over soon

The sun will shine again

Hey, maybe there will be a rainbow too

"Mo Doo Da take control"

-Quoted, Hot Issue, 4 Minutes-

Hahs, what am I talking, I can't console myself and now I am consoling The Sky?

我不配!!

But what I can tell The Sky is : ~Hakuna Matata~

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::"CUBE"game::

2009-08-20T15:12:00.001+08:00

This song is edited and dedicated to all cube lovers ♥
The original one 'Lovegame' is now 'Cubegame'
Enjoy~

Let's have some fun, this cube is sick

I wanna take a ride on your rubik's cube

Let's have some fun, this cube is sick

I wanna take a ride on your rubik's cube

I wanna kiss you / But if I do then I might miss you, babe / It's complicated and stupid / Got my brain squeezed by Rubik's cube / Guess he wants to play, wants to play / A cube game, a cube game

~Hold me and love me

Just wanna touch you for a minute

Maybe three seconds is enough

For my heart to quit it

#Let's have some fun, this cube is sick

I wanna take a ride on your rubik's cube

Don't think too much just spin that cube

I wanna take a ride on your rubik's cube

*Let's play a cube game, play a cube game

Do you want cube or you want game?

Are you in the game? Doin' the cube game*

I'm on a mission / And it involves some heavy touching, yeah / You've indicated your interest, I'm educated in cube, yes / And now I want it bad, want it bad / A cube game, a cube game

Repeat ~

Repeat #

Repeat * x2

I can see you staring there from across the block

With a smile on your eyes and your cube on your huh!

The story of us, it always starts the same

With a me and a cube and a huh and a game

And a game, and a game, and a game, a cube game

Repeat * x2

>Let's play a cube game, play a cube game

Do you want cube or you want game?

Are you in the game?

[Let's have some fun, this cube is sick]

Doin' the cube game

[I wanna take a ride on your rubik's cube]

Repeat >

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::Apology accepted??!::

2009-08-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

A big apology if we hurt everyone
We never thought that we did such a thingy
Thanks for being our mirror
But sadly, this mirror is so sharp
It cuts through our heart you know?
The word d*** n s*****
sliced our hope to do well
Please understand, we don't know we did such thing

Forgive our immature behaviour

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Please don't dwell on it

Cause I didn't mean it"

Adapted from - I'd Come For You - Nickelback

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想跟我吵架我没那麽无聊

不懂得道歉我没那麽聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰

我又在摇头有那麽点後悔

爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好

Adapted from - 心跳 - Lee Hom

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I believe everything is possible with your trust towards us

Don't give up on us just yet

You'll see

Everything will change

We are just getting started!

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::GPS::

2009-08-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

SukeMune recites:

She kept the lies in her speech

But I still can see the pouring truth

Running away ain't the best

So keep on trying as you can

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Worry no more

I am by your side

Tell me those thingy that mess you up

Do trust me, I am your friend

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Do you feel better now?

~Ya [ my prediction ]

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I'll be ur GPS kay? ^^

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::Can I Be??::

2009-08-17T16:44:00.000+08:00

My craziest wish ~ slap myself ~ piak piak piak!!

I wish I am a stupid person!!

Yup, thats my wish.

Sometimes its better to live as a stupid person, I think~~

At least a stupid person don't know what's problem, what's stress, what's sadness, what's emotions...

Ya, be stupid..

Hey, now I felt that this wasn't a stupid wish after all~~

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::Suddenly::

2009-08-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

Don't know why, suddenly, I hate going for recess. I went to 'lepak' around until the bloc at the back. Maybe today is Saturday or whatever reasons, that place is so quiet and peaceful.

As I walk, two girls are sitting on the bench. They quickly run back to the class when they see me? Hey, am I that scary? I wasn't there to 'halau' you la~ Then, a group of Malay girls also did the same thing!!

Guys, let me tell you somethin:

I can breathe

I can go mad

I can scream like hell!!

I am people just like you

Please do not treat me the other way

K, then I continued my journey..
I walked up the stairs and paid a visit to the washroom. Then I walked back down, I heard F1 student laughing sound, wow.. so idle, I wish I am like them.

Suddenly,
Girl A: (ran in front of me and say to her freind) Yay, I am number 1!
Girl B: (reach there secondly) Haha, I am second!
Girl C: (last one to reach) I am last, but last is number 1!

Ya, the ending is always the beginning of another adventure,
Suddenly, I admired those girls, went to school with smile and joy, without stress, they don't even mind who's there first. The most important thing is they all reached there and they are still together~

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::Exam Sucks!!::

2009-08-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

Exam~~To examine somebody or something is to inspect it closely; hence, an examination is a detailed inspection or analysis of an object or person. [p/s My english is not that good, copied from wikipedia!!]

But what I know is exam sucks!!

Through this suffering moment, I wrote 3 words: 'Endure The Agony' on my *****. Everytime when I exam and suddenly gave up or get stomachache, I will stare at those three words. Yup, it helped me very much. And so, five days had passed. All that is left is Kemahiran Hidup.

This morning, something even myself could not believe had happened! For the first time in my whole life, I agreed with what she said. We are having exam fever, not H1N1! Yea, totally agree. At last you said something I agreed on~

Kemahiran Hidup Text Book Form 1, 2, 3, I will hug you to bed, muackSssssss~

Hear this song~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yeIFrE5OkQ [vvvvvvvvvvvvvv nice!!]

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::A Joke To Tell::

2009-08-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

I read this joke and I think its funny, and cold actually..
The storyline is changed a bit cause the original one is very complicated..

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It goes like this, Laugh Out Loud!!

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-In a kindergarten, a teacher is teaching a bunch of students-

Teacher: Class!! Today we will learn the letter "G"! Say, Ggggggggggggggggggggggggg..................................

Curious Student: Teacher, I have a question.

Teacher: Good, be curious, and I will surely answer.

Curious Student: What does "G" means?

Teacher: Oh, my goodness gracious, "G" is a letter, its doesn't mean anything. Lets continue, "G", "O", "K", Gokkkkk....

Students: "G", "O", "K", Gokkkkk....

Curious Student: Huh, then what Gok means?

Teacher: God Only Knows..

Students: =='' Zadao~~

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::Keep That Smile On::

2009-08-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

The
sincere
smile
on
your
face,

...............I

...............will

...............cherish

...............it

...............always.

............................So
............................please
............................keep
............................on
............................smiling

.........................................Its
.........................................all
.........................................what
.........................................you
.........................................can
.........................................give
.........................................me

................................................And
................................................I
................................................will
................................................no
................................................longer
................................................demand
...............................................anymore
...............................................from
...............................................that

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